bare with me

Hello again...

hmmm ok how do i start
well first things first I'm sorry for the huge wait on me actually ever coming back to this blog.
its been a while since i wrote or produced something on here so bare with me.
there are many reasons which are personal. reasons which in fact make me look forward to a new year-new start-and a new frame of mind on my work

if I'm totally honest last year wasn't a good year for me up to present, but things are looking up.
in fact I'm rely looking forward to going back to uni-which was a different story a couple of weeks ago. alot of people wouldn't no, but i was going to drop out of uni and go away for along time (maybe a year or so)to sort things out. i just wasn't happy and things seemed to be getting alot worse. i think the more i ignored it the harder it got. if you would have asked me if i was looking forward to uni a couple of weeks ago i would of said I'm not going.....but now I'm rely looking forward to the hard work i have infront of me. i actually feel inspired and i apologies for my crappy pieces of work i put up on here half heartily

so to start on a new note...when i start uni again in September i promise to post something on here ever day!! cross my heart
so looks like your going to have annoying messages from me quite alot.
oh n thank u kiran n daisy

much love
xxx

to come...

hello sorry iv been abit slow
next week is my final project and I'm a little scared but I'm glad I'm in a group with Emmie,James,Kat and wai sum as i no it will all come together in the end
i still have loads of work to put up so bare with me
also i have 3 rely exciting shoots to do yet as well.
next week i will put up the link to my group project I'm doing next week. that way u can see us build our set each day and me having a melt down and baking people cake lol
love u loads
xxx

ok, i have a few things to get of my chest

following a car crash that my mum and dad were in the other day, it has made me see things a little different. i think i appreciate things a little more then i did before.
all those silly comments or laziness to see the people i love have definitely been a waste of my time.
after seeing one of my best mates Simon and jack again it made me realise how much i fucking missed them and I'm so sorry for the lack of contact....I'm totally rubbish and shame for u but i will be making a appearance to your uni once a month!!!sorry guys your just have to put up with me.....
and also thank u to slippy, who i also went to see. its always a pleasure to see u hun and as i will be annoying Jack and Simon more often your defo getting a visit to mu ahah

i woke up this morning extremely happy as i realised that in less then 3weeks i break up for summer. before all i wanted to do was run away for the whole summer and not speak o anyone. just disappear. i duno why but i always do stupid disappearing acts, thinking its easier to run away from things then deal with them. since everything iv realised i was being so negative. i have a bluddy long summer and i intend on spending it with my best Friends and my family
love u loads
x

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